catch22

how can i be honest to this piece of paper down to the last bit? how can i put down the small and the large webs of conversations that i have with my own self when i, most of the time, am not conscious or semi-conscious of them? how can i give them a vent, a wild natural opening and a space so that they can come out as they are in their pristine most state? how can i be conscious of the unconscious or the sub conscious when the moment i become, or try to become, conscious of them they are no longer the part of the unconscious?